i love the lines on your face.
they r your emotions.
i adore those facial expressions creating the lines.
they're juz yours.

i love everything abt you.

ytd i went to church by myself.
i attended a mass n i prayed to god.
i dunno if god would listen to someone like me.
but i would do anything i could do for him.

wish you all the best, my boy.

考試還未完結!
但考試過後仍是工作..
要上班三整天..好慘慘!
不過我換了個角度去想.
辛苦多三天也許幫到了他一點點
那三天我就會努力的去工作.

近來又忽發奇想
命運這會事實在很奇妙!
從前的我在失去的那刻要生要死
是因為太幼稚得到太少吧
到現在, 假若當天沒有失去
我會變成怎麼樣?
我可以像現在一樣幸福嗎?
我會有機會找到他這個最愛的男人嗎?
所以, 太多事是天註定的.
在失去時不要太傻太傷感
因為妳可不知道明天的事.
沒有過去的失去 我得不到現在.
這也要感謝從前選擇離開我的人

從前的我多希望成為別人心中最掛念的一個
即使離開了也希望別人視我為最特別的一個
很幼稚也太自私的想法
對別人太殘忍, 對自己也沒好處
所以我倒是想別人和現在的我一樣
把從前的事忘掉, 回憶也只不過是過去.
我是個狠心的人. 從前的我都不會記住
因為當有一天你找到了一個陪你走下去的人時
你也會發現 從前什麼都不再重要
可以說是不屑紀念.
只是我是他最愛最特別的人
那就夠了.

我的確很mean.

Such a merry xmas.
simple but extraordinary.

25/12
glad to stay wif u n ur frds.
seems to be the first time i get myself involved
to ur frds' circle.
u had a great nite.
so do i.
i'm glad to see u having fun.

26/12
another nite of xmas.

it's my best frd's 19 bday.
u're a gd gal always. u r a grown-up.
tho u may not see wt i typed here,
i always wish u to be happy like be4.
i love to see u smiling, deep down frm ur heart.
silly CT.

coming up.. 2 subs left.
come on, i hv to make it!
pls save me frm getting into holiday mood!

other recent fotos here haaa.

I've wet my pillows for two nites.
trying to find out why this happened.

i hv to admit tht i'm not a selfless person
maybe my love is too little to be shared.
i gave it all to him n myself.
i'm a normal n ordinary gal.
tht's wt i used to notice myself deep down in the heart.

maybe u r rite.
maybe there's nothing wrong or no one did it wrong.
it juz happened. happened one day.
more than a year has been gone.
he and i are still staying gd.

but i found sth's missing. sth important.
it's you. the missing one is my best frd.
she used to be wif me all da time.
we met each other all da time.
she took care of me, treated me well.
i could feel her grief by holding her hands.
i knew she would be wif me like tht.

tht nite, i sobbed.
she came up on my mind.
i realized tht she still loves me though is disappointed.
she's always here. she's too unique.
years of days tho passed, she's still here.
i'll be tht gal who loved u well be4.
i'm here, too.